When total strangers are taking pictures in public, I look directly at the camera expressionlessly; hoping that when they look back at it, it will appear as though some psychopath is looking them in the eyes through the photo.
Its been a year since we’ve seen each other but only 12 hours since we spoken. I wish i could see you again. I want to kiss you and be with you. I love you and would give anything to be with you. I feel that love should be able to make it through anything. yet you dont want to continue to try. Am i causing myself more pain because i sit and listen to you tell me you love me? Do you still love me? Would you touch me the same way still? i really dont know the answers to this and i dont want to know. I’m scared your response will be you no longer care. That i will forever just be your first love. You are so much more to me. I would risk anything to be with you because that is what i feel is right. Would you risk everything for me? Do you expect me to wait forever for you? i love you but dont know if i could do that. I cant continue to listen to your stories about other girls and 3 seconds later how much you love me and miss me. Maybe the best thing for me would be to let you go. Make sure i have no contact with you. But i’m scared that if i decide to leave your side forever, i will lose my one true love. Can you reassure me that you really do care ?